少女クラブ

Announcement

2009-05-15T18:41:00.001+08:00

Due to the absolute
LAZINESS,
EMONESS,
DEPRESSINGNESS
AND WHATEVER -NESS THAT IS HORRIBLE AND UNHAPPY..

I've decided to end my updates.

You can still access the posts.

I won't close the site down.

I will just stop updating and leave it as it is.

With my dearest farewell to this site..

I shall disappear back to my little corner of depression.

Check my main blog if you want.

With that

GOODBYE~

Volume 10

2009-04-19T11:53:00.000+08:00

ヤーホ～！！いくぞう！！みんな、お元気ですか？つづくいきましょう！！
YAHO~!! Let's go~!! How is everyone? Let’s continue!!

今日わ少女クラブVol. 10!!
Today is Shoujo Club Vol. 10!!

「ゆんしの話 - YunXi's Words」

今日の話：学校はじまりよう
Today's Talk: Starting School

Anyways, isn’t Shoujo club becoming rather stale? Soon, I’ll be closing this space. I know recently I said I will hang in for a while longer but this space is ending soon. I have no time to write long-winded stories about random things. So I’ll be closing this space. Until then, enjoy~

Well technically when this issue is out (19th of April), the next day is the day I go back to school after my fantastically boring long holiday. But technically, what’s so nice about school? Who actually looks forward to it? Anyways, since it’s the season of going back to school after holidays for us peeps in polytechnic, I might as well talk about school and the joy of going back to school (oh my sarcasm).

School.. For me, it’s torture. But isn’t school romance stories the best? Like innocent and sweet. Bitter.. I am so bitter right now about romance. Especially school romance. Being in polytechnic makes me feel worst. All those couples everywhere I go, it just frustrates me. But romance stories in school seems rather sweet. (Not going to find a boyfriend.. ) Why am I suddenly rambling about school romance? But aint it sweet (oh my sarcasm again…).
But I hate RP’s system, talk about needing to make new friends and get used to weird topics everyday. I’ll die and portfolio development is torture. I have nothing to put in my portfolio! Should I start redrawing shoujo manga properly again? With a pencil this time and not a damn marker or pen? Hmmm.. I’ll probably not last a second in portfolio development. Talk about horrible portfolio.. (This is getting way random and way talkative and casual…)

Anyways~~ For those still in school and studying or starting school or whatever, I hope you girls will enjoy school, at least more than me and maybe start a school romance story of your own (since mine are mostly depressing…).

「音楽 - Music」

今日の歌： Hey! Say! JUMP – School 革命
Today's Song: Hey! Say! JUMP – School Revolution

Since we are in the topic of school, this is probably the only song that I know of that has anything to do with school. Can I not discuss about this song? This song is rather old anyways… But they have that new show of theirs called School Kakumei~ So check it out~

「特別- SPECIAL」

For this month, I’ve decided to post a little drawing I did for Shoujo Club. So here is the picture~

それでわ。。バイバイ！！大切の物わ。。心と感情です～
With that.. Bye Bye!! The most important thing is.. Your heart and your emotions~

Volume 9

2009-03-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

ヤーホ～！！いくぞう！！みんな、何か疲れたみたいで。。まぁ、つづけかな。。
YAHO~!! Let's go~!! How is everyone? I’m starting to feel tired of this.. Let’s just continue..

今日わ少女クラブVol. 9!!
Today is Shoujo Club Vol. 9!!

「ゆんしの話 - YunXi's Words」

今日の話：ホワイトデー
Today's Talk: White Day

HAPPY WHITE DAY~!! (Issued on March 14.)

What should I say about White Day? Firstly, it is mostly and always celebrated in Japan. I don’t really think it is celebrated anywhere else. It’s somewhat the same as Valentine’s Day only that it is the reversed! On Valentine’s Day, the girls make an effort for the guy they like while on White Day, it is when the guy returns the favour of being treated to the girls. So technically today is for the guys out there to make an effort for girls like us~!!

Since I don’t really give much of a damn to romance and romantic holidays, I really don’t bother about these things. But for those who just love the feeling of being loved on this special day, enjoy today as well~~

However, I still think that we should love each other everyday and not on this SPECIFIC day. Love is all around for the whole of February and March~!! So love, people! Go out there and fall in love. Don’t ever be like this humble author who has been numbed to love. Well.. I’m numbed.. But love is love~~ I want to fall in love again~!!

「音楽 - Music」

今日の歌：そばにるね　－　青山テルマ feat. SoulJa
Today's Song: I’m by your side – Aoyama Thelma feat. SoulJa

By chance, I was watching Shin Domoto Kyoudai with Aoyama Thelma as the guest and she performed this song at the end with the band and I was hooked onto it really quickly. Aoyama-san has really powerful and melodic vocals and she’s such an interesting person from the interview with Shin Domoto Kyoudai that I watched. This song tells of a heartbreaking story of two lovers where somehow, their love doesn’t seem to be there but it is still there. That is why the song is called “I’m by your side”. (note: my translation of what the title is really.. sorry.) This song is in the female’s point of view and the coupling song for this is “ここにいるよ” (“I’m here”) which is in the male’s point of view. Though these two songs are repetitive sounding, it just keeps you wanting to repeat it over and over again. It’s really a peaceful and sweet song~~

「マイブーム- My boom」

趣味：睡眠
Hobby: Sleep

No one should be surprised that my hobby these days is to sleep. I’m a very dull person nowadays, huh? All I do is sleep. Because it’s the holidays right now, all I do is sleep. I sleep from 12am to 12pm and then do random things and then go to sleep again. Haha. I am very dull. But sleep is important to keep yourself energetic and fresh. Well, don’t sleep so much like me but sleep is important! I assure you that it is important! But some times, I sleep because there are things that I want to avoid, forget or even not think about. I guess it became my hobby because I wanted to isolate myself from society by sleeping. I really should stop being so recoiled.. haiz..

それでわ。。バイバイ！！みんなが大好き！でも。。これから、つづけてですか？私も分からないです。。いいよ～～わたしつづきます！
With that.. Bye Bye!! I really love everyone! But.. From now on, should I continue? Even I don’t know.. It’s okay~~ I will continue!

Volume 8

2009-02-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

ヤーホ～！！いくぞう！！みんな、お元気ですか？ごめんね、久しぶりです～
YAHO~!! Let's go~!! How is everyone? Sorry that it has been a long while~

今日わ少女クラブVol. 8!!
Today is Shoujo Club Vol. 8!!

「ゆんしの話 - YunXi's Words」

今日の話：バレンタインデー
Today's Talk: Valentine’s Day

When we talk about Valentine’s Day, we think of love and chocolates. There’s no difference in thinking for anyone on this day. Valentine’s Day is about giving your loved ones presents or chocolates to show them that you love them; that you appreciate them.

In our modern day society, Valentine’s Day is for couples to enjoy the day together. For girls to give chocolates to the people they love. In idealistic view, it seems so perfect. Candlelight dinners… It’s just so perfect… (I am being so pessimistic today…)

Anyways, are the girls out there making chocolates? Are the guys out there waiting anxiously for a girl to give them chocolates? Are the guys getting ready for their confessions? Hehe.. Because this little girl doesn’t know anything about love or being loved. I never did understood the purpose of Valentine’s Day.

Talking about Valentine’s Day, there are people who shun that day because they are alone. Like me… But hey, this little girl uses Valentine’s Day as an excuse to be grumpy and angst-y and to write romance stories. HAH! But there are people who hate that occasion because seeing couples on the streets holding hands, girls giving chocolates and guys confessing their love makes them hurt inside.

Putting aside the sad meaning of Valentine’s Day, let’s enjoy today with happiness and love. Feel the love people~!! HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY~!! (Issued on Feb 14.)

「音楽 - Music」

今日の歌：Lost Answer – Lostthing of Memory
Today's Song: Lost Answer – Lostthing of Memory

Considering I am bored and I just happened to come across this band called Lostthing of Memory while browsing through my Friends List on LJ. Yeah, that is random.. This band is quite heavy on their sound and the vocalist has a contrasting voice to the sound. Heavy VS melodic vocals is quite amazing. This song is their first release if I’m not wrong and they don’t sound so bad. And guess what!! This is the first J-rock song I’m featuring on Shoujo Club. OMG, it’s hardcore and this is a Shoujo Club.. HAHA!! One thing I’m disappointed about this song is the length and the screaming parts. But it’s nice to listen to if you’re a fan of rock~

「マイブーム- My boom」

趣味：ないて。。
Hobby: Crying

Yeap, my hobby is to cry these days. This is because I can’t seem to cry normally. So I really source out things so that I can cry. Like really sad dramas and really sad novels and really sad movies. Care to enlighten me with some? Anyways, just last night (note: I wrote this on 28th January.) I cried. I was thinking of a really, really sad scene in my mind and pretending to be the character in that scene and then the tears just came. Ah, it feels so nice to cry. Anyways, crying has been more of a hobby to me than a sad feeling. This is because I want to cry but just can’t. When I’m feeling sad, I just can’t seem to just cry. I would bottle up my feelings and pretend I’m ok. Because this is reality. Reality is like this. Hah. So tell me, is there anyone who likes to cry?

それでわ。。バイバイ！！愛わ大切なもので。。信じて。。愛のこと～！！
With that.. Bye Bye!! Love is a precious thing.. Believe in Love~!!

Volume 7

2009-01-03T12:36:00.004+08:00

ヤーホ～！！いくぞう！！新年のために～！みんな、お元気ですか？
YAHO~!! Let's go~!! Back for the NEW YEAR~! How is everyone?

今日わ少女クラブVol. 7!!
Today is Shoujo Club Vol. 7!!

「ゆんしの話 - YunXi's Words」

今日の話：決断
Today's Talk: Resolutions

Considering all prospects to 2009, we need a new outlook in life! I suggest making resolutions for the year! Just for my sake… Resolution is something we hope to achieve by the end of the year to conclude that we have indeed grown both physically and mentally. Yup, that is what it means to me. So let’s begin.

As it is the New Year and it is the first volume of the year, I hope to maybe change the way I present Shoujo Club. So compared to the seriousness that I have been presenting SC, I hope to be more open and less crabby. So that’s why this write-up is more friendly. LOL!

So resolutions… What are my resolutions for this year?

- Make Shoujo Club more friendly.
- Hope to continue SC till the very end of the year (because I actually planned an ending to SC… So hopefully, I would still continue this space.
- Do well in school for the new semester that will come in April. Since I still have three weeks more in this semester, I hope to correct my ways for the semester to come.
- Make more time to write new stories.
- Make more time for my creative juices (graphics baby!)

That will be all. AH! How ‘bout to lose weight? Hahaz.. That is a dream. I can’t seem to stop myself from munching so it’s a dream. Yikes~!

So make a resolution list and let’s get busy with it!! Hope we all would somehow manage to achieve our goals and conclude by the end of this year (THAT IS SO LONG AWAY) that we had achieved them~!

「音楽 - Music」

今日の歌：愛、革命－タッキー
Today's Song: Ai Kakumei (Love revolution) - Tackey

I heard this so many times that I keep remembering it. When it comes out, I will put up the song. Hahaz. Oh and umm, you know, I saw Tackey getting wet during the Countdown that I was amazed that he withstand it. But the song is so cool! Oh! I saw him perform on Hi! Hey! Say! With Yabu and Hikaru too! It was amazing~! Suddenly, I like this song. Hahaz!!

それでわ。。バイバイ！！命わ大事のもので。。チモキ！
With that.. Bye Bye!! Life is a very important thing.. Feel good!!

Christmas

2008-12-25T15:34:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

note: This is not a proper update of this space. The next update will be next year January for Volume 7. Sorry for the absence.

SO AGAIN..

MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Volume 6

2008-12-04T08:49:00.011+08:00

ヤーホ～！！いくぞう！！
YAHO~!! Let's go~!!

今日わ少女クラブVol. 6!!
Today is Shoujo Club Vol. 6!!

私の誕生日のためにとだれでこの日と月のために！
To commemorate my birthday and whoever's birthday that falls on this day and this month!

「ゆんしの話 - YunXi's Words」

今日の話：お誕生日
Today's Talk: Birthdays

Birthdays are something that represents a person. This is because; the day you are born determines that you are alive and growing. Every year that passes contributes to how much a person has grown. It may not be much, but to everyone that one day is everything to them. This is because that day is important to remind them that they are one year older and what they have done for that year, was it worth it or not.

Of course, birthdays are a day to celebrate. Everyone celebrates birthdays. Whether it is theirs or others, they will celebrate them. Even when there is no one around to celebrate it with them, they will celebrate it. Even if no one remembers their birthdays, they still celebrate them and try to be happy about being a year older.

Of course, to me, birthdays are an important event of the year. We celebrate it happily even when there’s no one to celebrate with us. It is important to me because it is the time of the year where I reflect on what I’ve done for the year. At this very day, I graduate from being a 16 year old and become a 17 year old. I reflect on life as a 16 year old. What I’ve done and what I regret doing. When you’re a 16 year old, your life is somewhat fucked-up. It’s the same for me. Though when this is released, I’ll be 17 years old and people might celebrate it for me, I am still feeling the sadness engulfing me when I think about my life as a 16 year old.

When I think back, life as a 16 year old was pretty terrible. The day I turned 16 was pretty sad. Though I got birthday wishes from my parents and some of my friends, it was really sad. No one could care about me. It’s that sad. I celebrated it solemnly on my own, with no cake, just a solemn lonely birthday, trying to learn how to sew which by the way, I never did. But it was sad. No one was there to celebrate my birthday with me. It was really sad.

Though my birthdays are always forgotten and always spent solemnly, I do celebrate my friends’ birthdays. Maybe not much on present-giving but if there are times where we need to pitch in money for a birthday cake or a birthday card or present, I would gladly contribute. Because we are friends and I don’t have time to, actually buy presents for anyone. Sadly.

Talking about presents, there is an unspoken rule about buying presents. Giving and receiving as well. When giving a present, it is important to understand what the person wants and make sure that the present we are giving doesn’t offend the other person. There are times when we do not know what to give the person, so the thoughts is what really matters no matter what present we end up buying for them. Then the unspoken rule when receiving presents. If we get what we want, it is important to understand that we should be modest and not be overly excited about getting the present. However, we must show our gratitude and be happy for receiving the present.

However, when we receive a present that we really do not want, do not like and etc. we must be courteous and not be so open to rejecting the present head on! Though we may not like the present, disguise your dislike with a sincere smile and a simple ‘thank you’. This way, the person who gave the present will feel lifted off his burden of wondering if you like the present. Pretend you like it, it’s only fair because you won’t know how much time and effort the other had put in to find you a present!

Saying this but in actual fact, I’ve never received presents. This is slightly because my birthday is in December and school term has already ended and everyone is holiday-ing. There is never a chance for me to get presents. (more sad insights to my life.)

To end this month’s talk, I will say only one thing. Enjoy your birthday, whether with someone you love, your friends, your family or even alone. Because you might never know, even when you’re alone, good things might happen on your birthday~!

「音楽 - Music」

今日の歌：NewS - Happy Birthday
Today's Song: NewS - Happy Birthday

I know this song is pretty old.. not really but old.. But since it's the only birthday song I can think of, I might as well use it then. This song, it's really interesting you know. About birthday.. It only comes once a year. And it is a special day. And that our existance is a gift from God. blah blah blah.. yeah.. i have nothing to say about this song.. hahaz.. It's just an amusing song to listen to when it is not your birthday. But it makes you feel all warm and stuff when it is your birthday.

「マイブーム- My boom」

趣味：執筆
Hobby: Writting

My hobby. My long time hobby in my 16 to 17 years of my life. It's strange how writting is part of my life whether I like it or not. This is because I've been writting since I was in Primary school. And I am not talking about writting as in essays or compositions. I'm talking about stories, free-writting, poems, lyrics and just random thoughts. I've been writting. Even now, I am writting. (technically typing but writting still.)

The influence for me to start writting was strong. Starting with simple scripts that makes no sense, I tried to copy the way my sis was always writting. But after a while, writting scripts took too much thinking in the conversation department. I'm not good at talking so how to write proper conversations/scripts? I couldn't think of a way to write scripts.. So I gave up after a while of writting scripts.

Leaving the script-world, I went to short story writting. With paragraphs and very, very little conversations. I never liked conversations anyways. If I could, I would write a story with no conversations and still be interesting. When that day comes, I want to be able to touch people with my stories. (their feelings I mean..)

So now, I'll all short stories and no scripts. But short stories has also been a huge problem for me. Because it takes a lot of effort and good sentence structure plus grammar and vocabulary to make your story come alive. As of late, I carry around an exercise book from my secondary school to jot down interest plots to write. For example, host clubs, orphanages and such. It's interesting to write those stories as well as read them.

To me, writting stories is like an escape from reality where the world shuns my writting in commercial terms. (Especially because I specialise mainly in writting yaoi fiction.) I used to write hetero stories but now it's all yaoi. It's wrong but exciting when you start writting them. Writting also helps me think and it helps me understand my emotions better. This is because when I write, I write a lot about a person's feelings. I should have studied human psychology - emotions. It's so interesting.

If anyone has read what I've wrote so far, you'll understand how much I love human mind and emotions. Well.. that's my hobby.. What's yours? Maybe you like writting as much as I do?

それでわ。。バイバイ！！命わ大事のもので。。チモキ！
With that.. Bye Bye!! Life is a very important thing.. Feel good!!

Volume 5

2008-11-16T06:43:00.000+08:00

こんこん！！どうも、ナヴィゆんしです～！元気ですか？
YAHO~!! Hi, Navi-YunXi here~! How are you all feeling? Fine?

今日わ少女クラブVol. 5!! イエイ！
Today is Shoujo Club Vol. 5!! YAY!!

「ゆんしの話 - YunXi's Words」

今日の話：友達
Today's Talk: Friends

Friends plays a part in our lives.. Whether we want it or not, we meet people, we become acquaintances and then slowly opening up to each other, we become friends. Friends bring joy and happiness to us but sometimes they are the cause of our grief and hurt. True friends stay with us through thick and thin. True friends don’t give up on you. True friends don’t have ulterior motives towards you. True friends love you for who you are.

A story about friends.. Though my relationships with my friends aren’t the best things in the world but I know what it is to be friends with people and at least try to stay friends. My Darlz is a good example of a friend that has stayed my friend for a long while. I met her in Sec. 1 (yeah it’s true.. But we weren’t friends then..) Knowing that she had a twin sister and not knowing who is who. That was the first time I met Darlz. (we weren’t even in the same class..) Then we know each other in our CCA. (drama people.. drama..) And getting posted to our class for Sec. 3, I ended up in her sis’s class. At that time, I was close to her sis (like duh.. We were in the same class.. Darlz was in another class.. haiz..) But because I hang out with her sis, I got to know her too.

Though there were times that I found her insensitive about my feelings, we still stayed friends. There was no cure for being hurt about what she says anyways. Getting used to it and taking no offense, we continued to be friends. After our ‘O’ levels, stayed in touch with these girls, I found that Darlz goes to RP with me! YAY! <- my initial reaction. Then because of going to the same school and always hanging out, I end up becoming close to Darlz~ Yes, we are close enough. However, no matter how close people are, there are still things which we don’t understand about each other. (reminding me of communication lesson on privacy..) Do I need to explain? But my friendship with Darlz is somewhat strained. If one of us were to commit a mistake and not back down on the fight that thin thread keeping us together as friends will probably break. Some friendships I've had hurts my heart thinking about them. Some times I wondered to myself.. Is itworth it to have friends? I always thought that it would be better to be a lonely person.. Because in those few years that I've encountered "friendship", I was hurt and I didn't want friends anymore. Even now, I seclude myself. I never open up to these people. I don't want to. I'm afraid to. But these people, they seem nice but how nice can they be? People still hut people in the end. I am indirectly hurting people by not trusting them. I am indirectly hurting people when they read this. I know. But it's the truth, that I won't open up. Even if I were to say these things, I still treasure all the friendships that I’ve had. The withstanding and the broken. I’m thankful for it as it makes me grow as a person. Especially the broken friendships I’ve had. They made me grow as a person. To me, friends may not last forever but in that span of time we’ve been friends, we had shared the pain and joy together and I am utterly grateful for everything~! To all my friends~ Thank you for being my friend. Without all of you, I’ll probably be a lonely duck in this world~! :)

「音楽 - Music」

今日の歌：嵐 - 道
Today's Song: Arashi - Michi (Path)

I know this is an old song but hey!! It has the most important meaning ever! Friendship.. The first time I heard it was of course while watching PIKA*NCHI. It was last year if I was not wrong when I watched the movie.. yes I am a slow parker.. But hey!! Anyways, it wasn't so much about it being an Arashi song at that time, it was more on the fact that I was interested in the lyrics of the song.

Tekuteku aruku michi wo yuku
Dokoni tsuzuku michi na no ka~
Sonna no michi michi kangaeyou
Moshimo ikitomari nara~
Kabe wo unsho!
To koereba ii
Modorenai michi wa nai
Kyou mo susumou~

The lyrics of the extremely short song but meaningful enough to me. Friendship is still important~

「マイブーム- My boom」

趣味：写真撮影
Hobby: Photography

It's something that I've been wanting to do for a very long while. With my digital camera, I just take normal photos of everyday life and of course myself. (It is a girl thing to do..) But to me, photography has always facinated me. The first camera that my father bought me was that Samsung camera that I have been using for at least two years. It's still in good condition and taking pictures with it is pretty easy.

I hated taking sceneries at first because I have no idea how exactly the composition of space should be like. So I actually sucked at it at first. Then I started taking photos of people and though I still suck t composition of space, I try my best to come with the best photos.

Recently, I've been taking photos at random and without my flash on because I want to capture candid moments of people. Family and friends; relationships. The beautiful sceneries and the common daily lives kind of pictures. I'm not an expert but I try my best and from there I try to learn new techniques in photography even if it is a digital camera. Soon, in the future I'll buy myself a professional camera (analog camera) and take pictures as a freelance photographer.. :)

それで。。バイバイ！！チモキ～！
With that.. Bye bye!! Feels good~! [Sorry for the copy-paste materials for the introduction from the previous issue.. I'm a lazy parker to type out the intro~ hahaz~!]

Volume 4

2008-10-12T18:41:00.000+08:00

こんこん！！どうも、ナヴィゆんしです～！元気ですか？
YAHO~!! Hi, Navi-YunXi here~! How are you all feeling? Fine?

今日わ少女クラブVol. 4!! イエイ！
Today is Shoujo Club Vol. 4!! YAY!!

「ゆんしの話 - YunXi's Words」

今日の話：夢
Today's Talk: Dreams

Certain dreams we have reflect largely on the type of pele we are. While some dreams may lead us to think of weird possibilities of our life. Some mae our life more meaningful. Dreams are derived from our thoughts and ou passion. What we see in our dreams at night sometimes reflects what we think, what we feel and what we fear.

Fear is a large part of our lives as well. We humans fear alot of things. We fear of dying. We fear or failing and losing. We fear meeting new people. We fear losing our precious friendships over time. Fear sometimes tortures us as we are unable to move on because we are afraid. It is human nature to fear and fret over even the smallest things in the world. Actually, if we don't fear such things, we won't be able to grow stronger.

There was a dream that I didn't understand. Out of fear, I didn't want to recall either. The dream was simple at first (like all thoughts; they start off simple and slowly developed into some twisted philosophy) with simple setting (my secondary school classroom). Along the way, it showed me what I've been doing all the time. However, it started to complicate when my friends slowy one by one disappears. It represents my fear. My fear of losing my friends. And that fear continued to burden me.

Being burdened by my fear, I ventured alone in my dream. Meeting people whom I thought I knew but somehow aren't the same people I know. Then running in the rain, I realized my heart was crying. Somehow my fears lumped together and my heart ached. But I continued to move on. Meeting someone whom I don't know of. Mysterious figure walking in front of me. It suddenly makes me realize all the people whom I've not met and whom I try so hard to reach. And reaching a broken and destroyed school, I found out how broken my life was.
Sometimes dreams warns us of our impending doom and the destruction we are causing to ourselves. To me, my dream helped me accept loss. Helped me to meet new people without shying away. Because being able to laugh and smile is what makes us alive. Being able to be hurtand hurt others, we are alive.

Though no matter how insignificant your dreams may be. Somehow it will make you think that what happens in our dreams reflects us so much that w away (reject it). Because again it is human nature to deny what we don't want on our name. It is human nature to build walls around us to protect ourselves in the end.

"Our dreams are like our thoughts, made into lucid fantasies of flying horses.."

「音楽 - Music」

今日の歌：NewS - With Me
Today's Song: NewS - With Me

Why am I in love with NewS songs? I don't know.. Tell me again why am I listening to them then.. hahaz.. But this song amazed me by the way.. Why.. I was emo-ing and the song played fitting slightly to my feelings.. hahaz.. Weird sia.. hmm.. But I guess because the first person who sang managed to capture my attention to the song so I was triggered to listen to the song more.. hahaz.. And what's more was the fact that when I was listening to the song, I was still at home wasting time until I go to school..

「マイブーム - My boom」

場所：Merlion + Esplanade
Place: Merlion + Esplanade

If people haven't noticed.. This is my favourite place by now.. Hey.. It's a good place to clear your mind. Especially on weekdays because not many people will be there.. It's an enjoyable place to clear your mind.. And I like the night scene there.. Especially at the Merlion.. It's very peaceful.. I went there during the night once with my uncle and aunt and it was really peaceful and enjoyable.. And you can see the Singapore Flyer there.. I call it the destination for tourists~! hahaz.. As we girls like to emo at random days, it's good to have a place to emo peacefully~ The only thing I dislike about going there.. Is getting there.. Walking such a big distance to get there.. I probably died before I reach Merlion.. hahaz..

それで。。バイバイ！！チモキ～！
With that.. Bye bye!! Feels good~!

Volume 3

2008-09-14T18:38:00.002+08:00

おはよ～！元気ですか？？今日わ少女クラブ Vol. 3！！どうも～ナヴィゆんしです～！よろしくん～！
Good Morning! Is everyone feeling fine?? Today is Girls' Club Vol. 3!! Hi~ Navigator Yunxi here~! Treat me well~!

今日の話が。。本とにいいの話じゃん～！
Today's Talk.. Will be a really good talk~!

「ゆんしの話 - Yunxi's Words -」

今日の話：記憶
Today's Talk: Memories

時々私は自分自身に私達の心がいかにについての働くか疑問に思った。必要なとき私達が私達の留意するそれらの記憶はすべて、そうすぐに再び体験することができる。記憶は頻繁に私にその非常に行く感情についての驚異を時に私達の中心を通ってした。記憶は私達が私達が一緒にあった人々の名前および表面および時間覚えるのを助ける。しかし私はそれらの記憶を覚えるために小さい事がいかに私達の心を誘発できるか疑問に思った。時計の音を聞くことのように、ある特定の記憶は来急ぐ。または一緒に撮られる古い写真を見てでき事はほとんど再び体験することができる。
Sometimes I wondered to myself about how our mind works. All those memories we keep in our minds, when needed can be relived so quickly. Memories often made me wonder about the emotions going through our hearts at that very moment. Memories helps us remember people's names and faces and the times we had together. But I wondered how small things can trigger our mind to remember those memories. Like hearing the clock tick away, a certain memory comes rushing back. Or looking at old photos taken together, the event can almost be relived.

しかし記憶についての最も不思議な部分は考えたときにすべてが来るそれらある特定のでき事を覚えられなかったことでありあなたに戻って急ぐ。ある記憶は不必要であり、私達はそれらを密封するが、未知の力は私達にそれらを覚えさせる常に。そしてゆっくり私達は私達が最初に理解しなかったそれらのでき事を理解することを来る。
But the most wondrous part about memories is that when you thought you would not be able to remember certain events, they all come rushing back to you. Some memories are unwanted and we seal them away but some unknown force always makes us remember them. And slowly we come to understand those events we did not understand at first.

彼らが「を言うように; すべては理由のために起こる。」そして言っている私はそれに同意する。時々私達はそれが私達の記憶のためになぜ起こったか、私達考え、それの後ろの理由を見つけられる理解しない。私に、それは私の記憶の最も貴重な部分である。
As they say "Everything happens for a reason." And I agree to that saying. Sometimes we would not understand why it happenedbecause of our memory, we are able to think back and find a reason behind it. To me, that is the most precious part of my memories.

しかし私に疑問に思わせる何が最も私達の記憶が失われ、私達が私達の生命に起こったでき事をリコールしてないときがある。私は人々が彼らの記憶をいつ失うか常に魅了する。しかし私達の心が忘れていた何をどんな接触を私が多く無くなった記憶事実を見つけるそれらというではないが、か、私達の中心はまだ覚えている。苦いそれが私達の記憶なしに住むことであるどんなに私達の中心は私達の感じの行を保つようである。意識不明に、私達の中心(私達の感じ)のために、私達は私達が愛するのが常であった人々に手を差し伸べた。私達の心が忘れている何を、私達の中心がまだ覚えているので。
But what makes me wonder the most is when our memories are lost and we are unable to recall events that took place in our lives. I always fascinate when people lose their memory. But what touches me more is not them finding their lost memory but the fact that what our mind forgot, our heart still remembers. However bitter it is to live without our memories, our heart seems to keep our feelings going. Unconsciously, because of our heart (our feelings), we reached out to the people we used to love. Because what our mind forgets, our heart still remembers.

喜劇的なのようにか日本製アニメまた更に戯曲鳴る私がペンで書いている物語は本当、本当にとどまる。
This may sound like a manga or an anime or even a drama but the story that I am penning down is true and will stay true.

私に、記憶は私達の心で私達の中心で保たれない。私達の感じが私達の記憶を誘発するので。そして私達の記憶の内で、うそ私達の生命についての無言の物語。私達の幼年期から私達の日の最後への。
To me, memories are not retained in our minds but in our hearts. Because our feelings triggers our memories. And within our memories, lies an unspoken story about our lives. From our childhood to the last of our days.

それは記憶が私達に示すものである。理解し、推論の新しい世界。私達の感じをそのまま保って明確な私達の心私達は私達の表面の明るい微笑と進み。もっとたくさんの美しい記憶を作成する期待。意味を持った、容易に忘れられていた記憶。
That is what memories present to us. A new world of understanding and reasoning. Keeping our feelings intact and our minds clear, we move on with a bright smile on our faces. Awaiting to create many more beautiful memories. Meaning and unforgetable memories..

「しかし愛はほとんどの記憶、愛を最もまた傷つける私達を誘発する。。」
"Though love triggers the most memories, love hurts us the most as well.."

「音楽 - Music -」

今日の歌：NewS - ありがとう・今
Today's Song: NewS - Thank you, For Now

この歌は私の目に実際に破損を持って来る。私がこの歌を聞いた時最初に、私は叙情詩、歌がである叫ぶ私のための十分持って来る感じについて迷惑を掛けることができなかった。言うためにはあなたが私達が生命のこの段階に得るのを助けた人々に感謝するために愛する人々にありがとう。これはすばらしい歌である。歌の調子は私が愛するのが常であったノスタルジックなマレーの歌を私に思い出させ、この歌スペシャルを私にさらにもっと作る。
This song really brings tears to my eyes. The first time I heard this song, I could not be bothered about the lyrics, the feelings the song brings is enough for me to cry. To say thank you to the people you love and to thank the people who helped us to get to this stage in life. This is a wonderful song. The tune of the song reminds me of a nostalgic malay song that I used to love, making this song even more special to me. [Text not in Japanese (consisting on fangirling on TAKA) : hmm.. I need to comment on the fact that I adore Moriuchi's (TAKA of ONE OK ROCK) voice.. Can you believe how much I seriously love his voice.. Do you know how much his voice is so nice~ I obviously knew it was him singing from the very beginning only that I didn't research more on him ever since he left NewS for his education I think.. So when I finally research on him, I am more amazed by him.. hahz.. Randomness need not be translated.. hahaz..]

「マイブーム - My Boom -」

ヘアスタイル：デジタルパーム
Hair Style: Digital Perm

デジタルパーマ。。すべてのそれらの日本の服飾雑誌から、1つはそれがブームなぜであるか疑問に思わない。。完全に私のブーム、しかし私は考える十分に相当であることを。。私の友人は一度パーマに彼女の毛がほしいと思い、こうしてパーマによって見ている私達に導いた。。そしてデジタルパーマは素晴らしい。。私はパーマに私の毛がほしいと思うも。。しかしだれが私のヘアースタイルをとにかく見るべきをそこにあるか。。ハハ。。パーマ。。パーマ。。ハハ。。
Digital Perm.. From all those Japanese fashion magazines, one would not wonder why it is a boom.. Not entirely my boom, but I think it is substantial enough.. My friend once wanted to perm her hair and thus it led to us looking through perms.. And digital perm is nice~ I want to perm my hair too.. But who is there to see my hair style anyways? hahaz.. Perm.. Perm.. hahaz..

それでわ。。じゃあ～！またね～！
And with that.. Bye Bye~! See you again~!

Volume 2

2008-08-19T18:34:00.002+08:00

こんこん！お元気ですか？どうも、ナヴィゆんしです！よろしくん～！
HIHI!! How are you, all? Fine? I'm Navi-Yunxi here! Treat me well~!

今日わ少女クラブVol.2です！ごめんね。。それが余りに時間がかかったこと残念。。
Today is Shoujo Club Volume 2! Sorry.. I'm sorry that it took so long..

～ゆんしの話～Yunxi's Words~

今日の話：愛なしでいかに、どうする？
Today's Talk: Without Love, what will you do?

To me, Love is meaningless. But that is because I don't understand what it means by love. When I fall in love, I always thought it will be the sweetest emotion. But how naive was I. Love brought a lot of pain to me. But without love.. What will the world become? So many people will be out to betray each other because there is no compassion. Love makes up such a huge part of our live that somehow, without it, we can't live this peacefully. Sometimes we say we don't want to fall in love. Sometimes we say we don't love. But actually we really need love. Don't we? To know what it feels to be devoted to someone. To know what it feels like to give your all for someone. To know what it feels to suddenly be happy when you see the person you love. To know what it feels to be reunited after a long seperation. To know what it feels like to be held by the person you love. To know what it feels like to have your feelings unrequited.. To know all these feelings and more.. Love should be here.. Without love in our life.. What will you do?

～音楽～Music~

今日の歌：NewS　－　愛なんて
Today's Song: NewS - Ai Nante

The first time I heard this song, it was last Sunday while watching NewS Pacific Tour DVD. Yes, I know I am slow at things like this.. haiz. But what attracted me was the fact when I heard Tegoshi singing the song, it made my heart swell and almost made me cry. It is a song made so beautifully. Everyone should hear it. It's just the most wonderful yet saddening song I've heard. 愛なんで、君だけさぁ。。

~マイブッム～My Boom~

食べ物：アイズクリームと大豆のミルク。
Food Item: Ice Cream & Soyabean Milk.

Ice-Cream~! Who doesn't love ice cream? It's been a while since I ate ice-cream and drink soyabean milk. I should go buy some soyabean milk soon. The smooth texture of ice-cream and the sweet indulgance taste~! Unhealthy but hey.. Sometimes.. Indulgance is not so bad.. But Soyabean Milk is the KEY!! I can't live without it when I was studying for 'O' Levels.. When I get the oppurtunity, I go out and buy them.. hahaz..

それでわ～じゃ、またね～！
With that~ See you~!

Volume 1

2008-07-13T18:31:00.000+08:00

ひらいしゃいませい!! ザ少女クラブ!! 私がナヴィゆんしです～!

今日わ。。。Vol. 1 です～!!

Firstly~ I need to include that this space is going to be very useless to people. One I think of going with the girly way of doing things. I think I will talk a lot on personal girl issues that I haven't been talking about lately. Like friends, family, relationships... Then I will have a little corner for music and my latest boom in fashion... And in the end, a little surprise~

～ゆんしの話～

今日の話：Today I will talk about unrequited love. It should have happened to us at least once. Inevitably, it happened to me more than once. It was a painful event wasn't it? I remembered just being able to see him happy was enough. Just being able to see him everyday was enough. He didn't even need to know I love him. He didn't even need to love me back. It was such a simple affair wasn't it? But the feelings were hard to let go wasn't it? Unrequited love was the love that was hard to let go because we try so hard to keep it in and not be out in the open. In the end, unrequited love only leaves us hurt. So one thing to note!! Tell the person you love the truth... Because unrequited love may be painful but it's a very pure feeling...

～音楽～

今日の歌わ：上田竜也　-　Love In Snow

あぁ。。。Unrequited love... The first time I heard this song was when I was searching through YouTube for 上田竜也 and I found this song from Kaizokuban concert. It brought me to tears when I first heard it, it pulled my heart strings... It's so painful, so heart wrenching that it reminded me of something that occurs so daily in my life. You know... you love someone but that someone may not love you and even then you just hope to see that person and you just want that person to know that you love that person. あぁ。。。

～マイブッム～

少女：I'm pretty much into black and white clothes. And of course hooded-clothes. Like what Ueda-hime likes to wear. And black and white clothes because that is the main color that seems to work in the RP environment. We are gloomy people. OH... I remember one of the old Shounen Club episode where NEWS were the producer. I like the black and white stripes on their white/pink clothes. That is so nice~ And right now I am drafting out my designs to make during the holidays. Which is still long way from now... So my boom right now is BLACK & WHITE HOODED CLOTHES.

少年：What looks nice on guys? I like the sophisticated casual look. Like how Nakamaru likes to wear. It makes the guys look so good. Even guys who normally don't dress that way will look good wearing that. It's become something I look for when I look at guys. That senior in my school... That worker at the Takashimaya store... And that guy on the train... hahaz...

~SURPRISE~

This volume... has no surprise sadly... I just can't think of anything...

やだ。。。

++EASIER SAID THAN DONE++

ナヴィゆんしでした～!!

Introductory

2008-07-09T18:26:00.000+08:00

WELCOME TO 少女クラブ~! 私ゆんしです~!

Firstly... I am at home recuperating... I don't want to spread my illness to my friends... Especially when it seems to be out of proportion this morning. So yeah... Sorry for all inconvience caused to anyone... And sorry for always messaging you when I'm sick... Sorry HuiYi~ So recuperating = plenty of sleep in the morning + playing around... I don't think blogging was part of it but... who cares...

Overview of yesterday... Let me see... Yesterday was Computing... Terrible day... We gave up so easily... While everyone figured out the codes... We didn't dare put what we couldn't explain... We don't need a repeat of yesterday. And yesterday I noticed that my voice is disappearing... And that is another reason why I'm not in school today... I can't present anything with my voice lost. And then after presentation, we all played reversi... hahaz... Then my faci had a special revision lesson but I didn't go... Then my lappy internet hanged... Then messaged Darlz... Met up with Darlz and went home... Almost fell asleep in the bus but Darlz was already asleep... hahaz... At NP, woke Darlz and got down and at inter seperate ways... Then wait for 811E bus... The longest bus service to wait for! Then when home... Praying that my lappy works again... Then at night watch HwY... My sis wanted to kill me for fangirling over Koyama... Then my sis was watching the A-TN performance of Six Senses and I said... "It's so much cooler without KT-U". She had some alphabet biscuits but she only had one 'U' and I ate it.. So in the end... when I wanted to make 'KAT-TUN'... I only had 'KAT-TN'... Then at night I disturbed my sis when she wanted to sleep... And she has scheduled Sunday to be CLEAN ROOM day... Because she was disturbed by the amount of ants in the room and the fact that there was a ONE-MONTH OLD chocolate under our bed... and probably a FEW-WEEKS OLD DEAD COCKROACH under our bed... Even worst was the fact that I stucked my leg under the bed lots of times when sitting on the floor... And I made my sis get goosebumps... hahaz...

Yesterday also, I managed to download the QoP shop photos of Ueda Tatsuya. He's so pretty~! One thing I have to prevent myself from doing is show the pictures to Shi Jie and ask him... Is it a he or a she? hahaz... Sorry Shi Jie... Then also managed to download some 2005 Shounen Club...

Okay... 少女トック!! はい!

From today on, I'll have a little part called 少女トック. As this is the first Volume... I will just make a introductory of the segment.

What is it about? - Basically it is a part where I talk about some issues regarding girls. Umm... Fashion, food and maybe some common girl discussion. As it is said... it's GIRLS TALK. I'll do some research and stuff too... Cool huh?

When will it take place?

- Because I need some time to research and come up with proper stuff to talk about... It'll take place every end of two weeks... Meaning twice a month. I'll use Sunday as it's the most free-ist day to type.

Why such a segment?

- I'm bored and I want to try something new for my blog... Considering it's pretty boring when I myself read it to edit... So as ホストゆんし, I will bring to you random facts to know... Fashion or good food that I've been exposed to or discussion between me and my friends... Don't worry... This is not a fangirl segment... As I fangirl almost everyday... There is a difference when I talk seriously...

That will be the end of the introductory volume. Stay tune for the PROPER volume 1 this Sunday 13th July. Two days after Shigeaki Kato's Birthday. Time to research on stuff... What season is it now again? Summer? I need to confirm again because Singapore has no seasons!

じゃあね! ゆんしでした! ばいばい!++これわ私たちのまちで

++--Stay back... Hold down the fear. This is not the place for the weak. Only the pure will survive...++

少女クラブ

*Announcement*

*Volume 10*

*Volume 9*

*Volume 8*

*Volume 7*

Christmas

*Volume 6*

*Volume 5*

*Volume 4*

*Volume 3*

*Volume 2*

*Volume 1*

*Introductory*